Tuesday, September 25, 2012

Officially (At Least Trying To) Take a Relationship Break

I'm officially trying to take a relationship break. It's something I wanted to a few years back but couldn't bring myself to do it.

I don't know how long I can go without human affection though. It's gonna be hard, but with whatever I have going on in my life right now, I know I'm temporarily better off on my own.

One reason I never got as far as I wanted in my life and personal progress is because I babied a lot of men with too much baby momma drama. Now I say enough is enough, because where were those men when I needed emotional support?

Which one of us was really the needy and dramatic one? Was it really me or was it really you? Oftentimes, I felt like I had to be there for the men I dated but they were oftentimes not there for me. So, four the past four years, I find for the time being I have NOTHING left to give.

Not a single one of them would be emotionally mature enough to handle the issues I have right now. I'm truly better off on my own.

Now, I Must Admit One Person I was with Did Really Try...

But he really needs to take care of him before he can take care if anyone else! He's a major big-time addict and I was stupid to think I could really get support from him (but he always at least pretended he cared till the end).

Oh And Not To Mention How Used and Pressured I Always Felt...

I was sexually abused as a child so ended up in a long string of relationships with men who have very little respect for women.
~Julie, Jabsfreelanceworld.com