Thursday, April 26, 2012

He Had No Right

I was accused last year around this time of obsessing over people. However, in my opinion no guy who from what I have observed has thought with nothing but his penis his whole life has the right to lecture me about love. Yeah, and how’d his relationships work out for him so far? Not too good I recall.

I think that whatever relationship he’s in will last for as long as the person doesn’t realize he’s not better than her (even though he tried to feign a low self-esteem to justify his need to validate himself by sleeping with every person on the face of this planet).

He is right about one thing though. Maybe I don’t really love him. In fact, I think I hate him. He always thought he was better than every woman he was ever with-better than me too.

I hope he learns his lesson some day. I really do. I predict that maybe by the time he is 60 years old he will finally realize the grass is not greener on the other side of the fence.

I also hope he pays twice as high of a price as I had to pay for judging him at one time. The reason I say this is because he is 20 years older than I was when I first judged him!! (He thinks he doesn’t pass judgment on people but he’s actually THE most judgmental person on the face of this planet! he MOST judgmental person I ever dated!)

I can’t hate him forever though, and he’s not the reason for all my problems. Even though I think he deserves to die alone and miserable some day I have to let it go so I can enjoy being with someone who does want be with me. (He also doesn’t deserve to have any woman pining over him. That’s why I have to just stop!!! And get on with my life!!!)

I forgive him but will never trust him. I guess I will see him in another 20 or 30 years. Have a nice life.