Tuesday, June 2, 2009

If I knew the truth, could I handle it?


If I knew the truth, could I handle it?
If I knew that he was lying to me could I handle it?
Worse yet, if I knew that he was still in love with me, could I handle that?

What is worse?

Am I more afraid of the possibility or the impossibility?
What would I be able to handle more?
That he wants to be with me for real or that he is a liar?
What can I believe, want to believe, and will believe?
Is it easier to believe the truth, or is it easier to believe a lie?

What if I cannot tell between the truth and a lie?
Well, I guess that is one question perhaps better left unanswered.